Dear diary
today boyfriend was driving me to work. i felt so lazy to go to work (like most of the time im on the way to work)... but i can b sure that this is different lazy.. more likely to be run away from the reality.
since what happen on weekend, this feeling grew (hmmm more likely to 85%) to hate this place.
its feels like wasting time.. just cant wait to go to holiday..
was thinking may be if i can make up something i can always quit working and do nothing for 3 months...
the things are i need money for rent, bills, groceries.. if i dont think that way.. i might go to agency and do casual.. work whenever i want...
i have to be strong for 3 months.. then im going to say good bye to this shit place..
i might lose lots of things.. they might took away from me.. (all the cross training might not be able to attent) really whats the point im still there..
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